Sometimes.

Life can be simple.
Yet so complicated.

Happy Belated Birthday SQ!!!

 

psps..very late b day wish.

everytime I want to blog confirm got something that pops out

and prevent me from blogging.

=P

Well

Busy busy busy!!

This past few weeks I have so many activities everyday

Haiz. I need a breather..why can't the holidays be a little longer!!!

This few days. Have been thinking a lot of things

 

 

 

Kiss From a Rose -- Seal

There used to be a greying tower alone on the sea.
You became the light on the dark side of me.
Love remained a drug that's the high and not the pill.
Chorus 1

But did you know,
That when it snows,
My eyes become large and,
The light that you shine can be seen.
Chorus 2

Baby,
I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey.
...kiss from a rose on the grey.
Ooh,
The more I get of you,
Ooh...................
Stranger it feels, yeah.
And now that your rose is is in bloom.
A light hits the gloom on the grey.
Inter

ba da ba da da da ah ya ya
ba da da da ba ba ee ah
Ba ya ya ba ba de ba da da da ah ya ya

ba da ba da da da ah ya ya
ba da da da ba ba ee ah
Ba ya ya ba ba de ba da da da ah ya ya
Ba ya ha ya ah ah ah ah ah ba ba ya ya
ha ah ah ah ah ah ah
Verse 2

There is so much a man can tell you,
..there....................woa...
So much he can say.
there's so much inside.
You remain,
you.......
My power, my pleasure, my pain, baby
To me you're like a growing addiction that I can't deny.. yeah.
Won't you tell me is that healthy, baby?
Chorus 1

But did you know,
That when it snows,
My eyes become large and the light that you shine can be seen.
Chorus 2

Baby,
I've...
I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey.
been.............. kissed from a rose on the grey.
Ooh, the more I get of you
...ooh...........the..
Stranger it feels, yeah
stranger it feels, ...yeah.
Now that your rose is in bloom.
A light hits the gloom on the grey,
Bridge

I've been kissed by a rose on the grey,
...I've been.......................I've...
I've been kissed by a rose
...been kissed by a rose on the grey.
I've been kissed by a rose on the grey,
...I've been.......................I've...
...And if I should fall, at all
I've been kissed by a rose
...been kissed by a rose on the grey.
Verse 3

There is so much a man can tell you,
..there....................woa...
So much he can say.
there's so much inside.
You remain
you.......
My power, my pleasure, my pain.
To me you're like a growing addiction that I can't deny, yeah (L)
Won't you tell me is that healthy, baby.
Chorus 1

But did you know,
That when it snows,
My eyes become large and
the light that you shine can be seen.
Chorus 2

Baby,
I've...
I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey.
been.............. kissed from a rose on the grey.
Ooh, the more I get of you
...ooh...........the..
Stranger it feels, yeah
stranger it feels.
Now that your rose is in bloom,
A light hits the gloom on the grey.

Yes I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey
I've..........been kissed from a rose on the grey.
Ooh, the more I get of you
...ooh...........the..
Stranger it feels, yeah
stranger it feels. ...yeah.
And now that your rose is in bloom
aah-ee-aah...
A light hits the gloom on the grey
aah-ee-aah...
Outro

ba da ba da da da ah ya ya
ba da da da ba ba ee ah
Ba ya ya ba ba de ba da da da ah ya ya

Now that your rose is in bloom,
A light hits the gloom on the grey.

 

 

 

 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ,HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

Yo peeps !

I'm back =)

I'm much better already.

Forget about the past ?

Pst..

Damn difficult it is.

I'm still struggling with all the memories....

Even now. I find it hard to like someone.

Well. Enjoy me singlehood while it lasts .LOL.

Well,

Me wants to thanks all the wonderful people for their birthday wishes !

Thanks Scube Peeps !

Thanks NPVB Peeps !

Thanks Astro Peeps !

Thanks SU Peeps !

And lots of Peeps !

People who wished me =)

on Phone (Sorry!! I didn't reply some people!)

1.Felice

2.Wei Kiat

3.Jocelyn

4.Travis

5.Nicolas Sow Wei Kiat

6.Yin Hui

7.Xue Zhi

8. Alicia

9.Ming Yao

10.Mabel

On Facebook =)

1.Vino(Otah)

2.Hui Ting

3. Shu yi(Zombie)

4. Christine

5.Albert

6.Pei Qin

7.Jestyn

8.Connie

9.Xinmei

10.Evan Tang

11.Kenrick

12.Kuong Hing

13.Syndris(Symantec)

14.Jia Xian

15. Ga Ee

16. Belinda

17.Ryan Yap

18.Justin Foo

19.SIEN QUAN with his IMBA birthday wish.

20.Joanne

21.Bei Jia

22.Alicia

23.Jia yan

24.Kai

25.Teresa

26.Xue Yi

27.Jun Jie(QC)

28.Xing Xian

29.Jun Xi (The man without a heart,confidence and a broken desire)

30. Jolene (2inch)

31. Spencer

32.Edmund

33. Sarah Hoe

34. Kar Hwee(Nanashi)

35.Jon Wong

36. Jodeline

37.Amanda Jacq

38.Kelly Lee

39.Yu Xue

40.Wei Hong

41. Joyce Tan

42.Michee Tay

43.Xue Zhi

44.Yuan Yuan

45.Nicolas Tay

46.Hidayat Ariel

47.Clark

48.Eugene

49.Benjamin Liew

50.Zehyrine Ang =x

51.Shimin Ang

52.Soo Wen

53.Xin Yan

54. ZiHan

55.Chng Hui Ming

56.Yun Yu

57. Nestor

58.Alex Lee

59.Marvin

60.Jasmine

61. Willam Fong

62.Jonathon Ong

63.Jia Ying

64.Rizal

65. Eddie

66. Sarah Koh

67.Clarinda

68. Gloria

70.Wendy Ong

Phew...type till tired.....

Had a great birthday =)

Thanks Steamboat People! =)

Love the slipper , the book, the Fred perry look alike shirt and THE PASTOR SHIRT!

FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

FYP!

Making of da bottom part.

Ma chiam making cupboard sia.

 

 

 

 

 

 

NOW PRESENTING MY HARD WORK.

With our model. MR MUSCLE's friend!

 

Hello people!.

I'll be having VPP from the 31August till 2 Oct

Ihave to come to sch everyday from 8am till 5pm sia.

FOOOOOOOO!!!!! HIGH SIA.

 

Introducing the room beside my project room.

I think this stuffs are the Seventh month stuffs.

 

This is my project mate. Tan Wei Hong.

Basketball.Always come so late for FYP.

 

 

My project  mate and classmates .

 

This Kitten SUPER CUTE!

Too bad it won't stay still..

 

And this is what I do besides

 

DOTA-ING!

!

I really thought a lot.

And I realized something.

 

I don't JUST want her back.

 

What  I REALLY want is to have everything back the way it used to be,when she was head over heels in love with me .

I'm on a roller coaster of emotions. up and down I go  .

Weeee.....not.

I'm studying FCS right now.

yea right.

I'm blogging haha.

Well.Guess this is what we call mood swings eh.

I feel like I show forget about her. But my mind just wouldn't let me.

Forget about her and be free.

forget about her and be liberated from suffering.

but it's never easy.

neither is it difficult

 

.

song of my mood: Breath Easy.

FOOOOOO!

GREAT day today. Had fun.
Gonna upload pics once blogger lets me

Anyway the second song,"Have you ever" by S- Club 7 is where I got my blog address from.

So much more to say.


It used to be my favourite song.

And it's a long story why.

Ron| Revive | Regret.
My exams are next monday and thursday.

Haiz...now I still no mood and motivation to study.

I just read Kiat's post.
Same thing happening to me.
I remember when I got back my O levels results.
I was disappointed. I really thought I could have done better.
Then I kept saying I would get all A's in poly!
Haha..now look at me.
Slacking and growing fatter along the way.
As for the volleyball
I'm think I feel kinda jaded.
For 3 years. I don't think I've improved much maybe because I never really worked hard.
I'm just too lazy eh..

After this exam.
I really have to work hard.
KIAT ! LET'S JIAYOU!

Blogger having problems
can't upload pictures. :(


I have been studying and slacking at Jimmy's house . Lots of pics...
but cannot update haiz.

Watch LOST with Jimmy.
And damn..it's confusing...
an Island that can travel thru time?
WTH.
Haha..

I should get back to studying .

Internet been pretty problematic this few weeks.

The Wonders - That Thing You Do!
--------------------------------

You,
Doin' that thing you do,
Breaking my heart into a million pieces,
Like you always do
And you,
Don't mean to be cruel,
You never even knew about the heartache,
I've been going through
Well I try and try to forget you girl,
But it's just so hard to do,
Every time you do that thing you do

I,
Know all the games you play,
And I'm gonna find a way to let you know that,
You'll be mine someday
'Cause we,
Could be happy can't you see,
If you'd only let me be the one to hold you,
And keep you here with me
'Cause I try and try to forget you girl,
But it's just so hard to do,
Every time you do that thing you do

I don't ask a lot girl,
But I know one thing's for sure,
It's the love I haven't got girl,
And I just can't take it anymore

'Cause we,
Could be happy can't you see,
If you'd only let me be the one to hold you,
And keep you here with me
Cause it hurts me so just to see you go,
Around with someone new,
And if I know you you're doin' that thing,
Every day just doin' that thing,
I can't take you doing that thing you do

I have put this on my ebuddy. Because I have regretted not spending more time with you. Sorry Suei Chuan. I didn't make that extra effort to meet you or be there for you. I'm sorry for not telling you more about my current life after I became a year 2 in ngee ann.

For now.
This is what I can remember of all my interactions with you

You was a cheerful and cheeky person who had a quiet side just like me and
I have known you since primary one and it has been 12 years.Since the day I first met you. We were both primary one then and it was the first day of school. I didn't really remember what happened but we were fighting over a 50 cent coin after recess. Miss Ho,our form teacher, stepped in and stopped the fight and ordered us to apologize to each other . I not sure if we became friends that ever since that time. Somewhere along the way both of us got to know Spencer(hopefully I'm correct ) .

Fast forward to primary 3, when the unfortunate accident happened. . I didn't do anything. I don't really have a good excuse except that I was still ignorant about life. Till this date I'm still very much ignorant about certain social stuffs as I used to be an introvert with a small bit of an Extrovert side.

I think we slowly became good friends during primary 3 and 4 as we came from the same primary 1 and 2 class and because both of us love chili and the noodles from the noodle store in the canteen. At first I found you a little annoying and weird,but soon I got used to it and enjoyed your funny and cheeky antics. We flew paper planes in the school hall and got punished, I don't know why but somehow I've always managed to run away. We would always find joy in modifying songs with vulgarities or other funny words like "fang bi".

You have always been good in your studies in primary school and if I'm not wrong. You got first or second in class during primary 5 while I got the best progress.(I have been a lazy boy ever since primary sch : P). After primary 5, I seldom see you except sometimes during recess because I was in a different class. Primary 6 was when I met Jing Kang

It was not until secondary 1 when we both found out that we're in the same class together with Jimmy . Then later on. Yumin transferred from Ghim Moh secondary school and join our class. You can say we're like the 4 musketeers in Class 1A. LOL. Slowly our social circle increased and we get to know our other friends. I remember how we loved to play with spiders made of paper clips? Even during before the volleyball matches we play them. Now I still have some of them. Eh...but I forget put where liao. :P . Then there was a time where we played with Pen-guns. We played with plasticine and made a huge mess.
In volleyball, we got to know Jing Kang. Training was hard and tiring or maybe I was very unfit that time but we had fun and bonded with each other forming another 4 musketeers group again . LOL. At the end of sec 1, We played in a mini cup. You tried your best as the setter for our team however we still didn't really win alot of matches. We managed to overcome Chong Hoe's team. Plus We had fun travelling all the way to Hougang and travelling back. We like to sleep on the bus . Usually taking seats on both sides of the bus since there wasn't much people. We would meet at Macdonalds before taking the bus and drink Macdonald's Ice milo.

And we would complain of stomach pain afterwards. Well not us only but the whole team.

In secondary 2 , we form a team with Yumin, Selvan, Jimmy and Kuong Hing (I think.) Forgot who else in side le. AND we became the founders of the

"SQ E-Hub"

We used to stay after the SQ-E Hub's opening hour to use the computers in school and we watched a lot of videos at funnyparts.com and had a blast laughing at videos in funnyparts.com like the spoofs, I want a fat babe and Which backstreetboy is gay  of the backstreetboys song "I want it that way"

Then in secondary 3. MAFIA(My Another Friend Is Asshole) was formed.
There was Jing Kang,Jimmy,Kuong Hing, you and later on me and Yumin.
This helped to keep up our interactions with each other.

MAFIA really opened me up a bit but I was still pretty much a shy person.
If not for them. I would still be cooped up in my little world. Peeking out sometimes to say "HELLO!" then pop back in my own bubble of space. We play soccer almost everyday. Half a year later.

Disband of S.T.A
Disband of M.AF.I.A
Formation of S-cube.

after a few soccer matches between S.T.A and us, M.A.F.I.A


Now we got to know more people and our social circle widen as we got to secondary 4
You were still as cheeky and full of zest. You were always singing and modifying songs with me. Like tong hua , the macdonalds ad's tune. Those were the days. Then we have tuition at Andrew's. We played at my house before we went to Andrew's. There was Jimmy ,Yumin ,Yu Xue, Edmund,Danny, Malcom and Jing Kang. My room would always be a furnace when you guys arrive.

Then came the Olvls. We would always study ourside my house where my dad put the extra sofas and a chest box. Jimmy, Jing Kang and Yumin was always there too. I think it was during this period you started complaining of pains in your hip area.

After the Olvls, after playing soccer friendly with the sch team.. you injured your leg. I think that when things started to get worse.

I was shocked when I received news that you have been diagnosed with cancer.
I knew it two weeks after.

Sorry. I didn't spent more time with you. I really regret it. When I can visit you more. I was busy with other stuff. I wish when I visited you last time I could make you smile more. but I don't know how. I wish I know what to say. I wish I could have spoken to you more ,I wish I could... I wish....

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Now after 3 years, the world is so going to be different without you.
So now I will say
So long. My friend.
You have fought a long and hard battle.
Now.
It time to take a rest.

Dun worry about us.

Faktion: Goodbye, Brother

To watch your red balloon fly away
It’s such a disappointment
Nothing to say, much like today
I’m hurting because of you, I saw you fly away
Nothing I can change today

Chorus:
Too bad you couldn’t stay, didn’t see you on your way
Now there’s no taking back
or saying what I meant to say
And now the only question is why,
while the answer is denied
The world looks so much different without your smile

Reality hit me hard today
The past is gone away, hope I’ll remember it
And all those times we used to play
Those memories of you and I when we were young
Stir my heart alive and shadow the death that has become

Repeat Chorus

I’ll preserve your life inside
To mend your absence for the rest of my time
I know you touched so many lives
I finally see you in your true light
I see all the things I failed to see before
And the world looks different now


Too bad you couldn’t stay, didn’t see you on your way
Now there’s no taking back
or saying what I meant to say
And now the only question is why,
while the answer is denied
The world looks so much different.



Good bye My friend. Hope you're in a better place now.

Wasn't feeliong really happy today. My Ambience temperature is malfunctioning , I really really don't feel good. I just snapped when I got to training and started serving balls like crazy. It felt damn good after being missing in action in volleyball after so long. But I think I injured my left arm again. and I Didn't really feel well today after warmups in training. Everytime I yawn ,I blackout and lost control of my body. It's like my brain just shut down. And my sense of balance was way off. I could only sit on the ground until it was my turn to play. Even while playing, I really could control my arms well. things got so bad that I decided to rest. When I was feeling a bit beter I went home.

I'm going to Malaysia for a total of 4 times.
This sat would be the first trip with Jimmy. We're going Fishing!!
Haha.
yea. this brings back a lot of happy memories. but now this memories became bittersweet. I still treasure them though.



Well. Don't miss me!

Just woke up and thought of you. I wish you were lying next to me,holding my hand.
Made me kinda happy yet sad..

Am I just putting on a strong front?
I admit. I cried.
I admit. I'm smiling but not really smiling.
Thanks guys

I'm tired. Like always.
I frustrated at Software Engineering . Like always
I FEEL LIKE SHOUTING!!!